是你，我才明白，这就是爱
Love's beautiful
Leann is my name =) and I love my baby,Vik
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Wednesday, May 5, 2010 @ 5:38 PM the right decision hmm.. Okkar talked to me on msn the other night when I was in Stockholm. He said something like, "Before the jealous, screwed-up me wakes up.. No, I think.. I'm sure, you made the right decision. I loved you, but it's damn fucking hard to keep telling myself I couldn't anymore." I didn't know how to reply him. I wish I could tell him things would have been different if he had replied my messages and called me more often when he was in Europe, but that isn't true. Things would remain the same even if Vik didn't appear. Vik's liking me just made things so much easier for me. And I know, he is the right decision. |
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Monday, April 12, 2010 @ 5:15 AM 第一次生气 今天是我第一次生你的气 但是3分钟后，我感到很失望 我生气不是因为你不回家和我聊天 不是因为我要管你 不是因为我要你时时刻刻向我报道 我信任你，完完全全的信任你 我生气是因为你又忘记了 你说得对，你并没有答应我任何东西 所以你不是不守诺言 这不是第一次你说你大概会几点回家，但是总是迟回，让我像笨蛋这样等你 这不能怪你 因为首先我根本不应该特地等你 但是我好想念你，好想跟你说话，听你说话 所以我就开始生自己的气 i feel so much better after explaining to you why i was angry with you.. so i really hope you understand now. i hope we can always talk things out, clarify any misunderstandings everytime we're unhappy with each other, baby. i hope we'll never fight. =) i love you baby. |
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Sunday, April 11, 2010 @ 2:11 AM insecurity when you didn't pick up the calls i started thinking too much and i started crying then we talked.. i started crying again because i don't think i'm good enough for you i know you're trying to make me feel better, i know you love me too i wanted consolation not lectures from you when i was already feeling so lousy and you just had to bring up what my cousins said i do not want any more lectures, baby i just want you to tell me what i wanted to hear.. and you want me to be independent i don't know how you think i'm doing but i can tell you i'm already crying much less it's been very tough for me, baby i JUUUST want some comforting words from you and that is ALL i'm sorry.. for making you compromise with what you don't want to do and i'm sorry for being so needy for being so lousy i will try to live up to your expectations because i love you i want to be your woman forever but i hope you will try to understand me too i stopped crying not because the phone call and a few cold words from you really help but because i was scared that i'd go blind if i continued crying even my nose bled because i blew it too much |
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Tuesday, April 6, 2010 @ 8:29 PM 好想念你... 希望时间过快点.. 想念一个人很累，很孤单 |
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Friday, March 26, 2010 @ 12:30 AM 10th monthversary i love you, baby. 2 months are quite long.. i miss you so so so so soooooooo bad! i just wanna see your pretty face and be held tenderly by you again. i wanna go home. |
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Thursday, March 4, 2010 @ 2:08 AM |
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@ 1:53 AM New Skin I got a new skin for this emo blog. Now, it looks soooo happy! Haha. And this is definitely because I'm happy now. I have a boyfriend who loves me deeply. And I love him with all my heart too. What more can I ask for? I'm thankful that you found me, baby. Can you please sing 第一个清晨 for me again? I love that song..  这照片，正是在我们的第一个清晨拍的 =) |