Sunday, April 11, 2010 @ 2:11 AM insecurity when you didn't pick up the calls i started thinking too much and i started crying then we talked.. i started crying again because i don't think i'm good enough for you i know you're trying to make me feel better, i know you love me too i wanted consolation not lectures from you when i was already feeling so lousy and you just had to bring up what my cousins said i do not want any more lectures, baby i just want you to tell me what i wanted to hear.. and you want me to be independent i don't know how you think i'm doing but i can tell you i'm already crying much less it's been very tough for me, baby i JUUUST want some comforting words from you and that is ALL i'm sorry.. for making you compromise with what you don't want to do and i'm sorry for being so needy for being so lousy i will try to live up to your expectations because i love you i want to be your woman forever but i hope you will try to understand me too i stopped crying not because the phone call and a few cold words from you really help but because i was scared that i'd go blind if i continued crying even my nose bled because i blew it too much |
HEARTS❤