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是你,我才明白,这就是爱

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Leann is my name =) and I love my baby,Vik

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Sunday, April 11, 2010 @ 2:11 AM

insecurity



when you didn't pick up the calls
i started thinking too much
and i started crying
then we talked..
i started crying again
because i don't think i'm good enough for you
i know you're trying to make me feel better, i know you love me too
i wanted consolation
not lectures from you
when i was already feeling so lousy
and you just had to bring up what my cousins said
i do not want any more lectures, baby
i just want you to tell me what i wanted to hear..

and you want me to be independent
i don't know how you think i'm doing
but i can tell you i'm already crying much less
it's been very tough for me, baby
i JUUUST want some comforting words from you
and that is ALL

i'm sorry..
for making you compromise with what you don't want to do
and i'm sorry
for being so needy
for being so lousy

i will try to live up to your expectations
because i love you
i want to be your woman forever
but i hope you will try to understand me too

i stopped crying not because the phone call and a few cold words from you really help
but because i was scared that i'd go blind if i continued crying
even my nose bled because i blew it too much



HEARTS❤




❝When you are in love,
you can't fall asleep.
Because reality is better
than your dream.❞


i love you,
baby .